UP UP!

Its a slow ass night tonight what the hell i was expecting for people to come in and shower me 3 hours in and not 1 tip am i loosing it? where are all the big ballers i need a candy daddy a sugar mommy someone who can make my check fat i really need it and have gotten nowhere i need to find the ballers ill do w/e it takes i need 1k by this week i need to move out and live my life big or else i fail my self and my family and my baby i need some motivation i need some1 to get me up there i need the world power and the money i know it sounds bad but its true idk what else to do i cant find another job this is all i know given theese people some shows and writing my sad lyrics i need to get out there if i was a girl itd be easier but i need to keep my head up itll be better i need to stay postitive i know i just donnt want to blow away into the wind into the dust up and away i must go go far far away to the shore i belong

HArd times

well im back again from a long time of no shows i need to get my power score up and going because i am falling behind so here i am tonight gonna work my behind off so i can get back on top ;D i know im way back behind everyone but this week im put all in because i need it and so does my family if i can make 1000$ im good i just need to keep working at in and never give up i know its been hard but i need to break through and work through in i havent gotten paid in a while and its my fault i need to stick it and keep going all in balls deep like im suppposed to because times are hard like this dick so i gotta work through it and charm thooose high rollers into my show w/e it takes ;D so here i am dedicated motivated and ready its gonna be even harder for me but i gotta do it and stick to it even if it means the end of me so here i cum baby Zander is back ;D in action ima give this D and the people what they want me ;D

Back baby!

After a couple of weeks I haven't been on I admit I thought it was a scam butt I got my check of 189$ so yupp Im back baby! Ima be on longer an harder than before Ima be a porn star c; oh yeah I know my crown needs me Im sorry for he stall but Im back people harder and longer than before Ima work this dick and ass off till I can't no more sorry vs broadcasting for keeping you waiting but Im back in business things are finally coming my way finally life is looking a bit better and clearer yepp baby TheZander Bay is back this dick and ass is going in hard as a rock balls deep baby c; you don't even know it I love you all ill be attempting a show tonight or tommorow night I promised and my family needs it Ima move the crap outa here to the beach here I come baby! Yepp my moms showing my baby pix omg Embarrasing so Ima work this dick and ass off till I can't no more Ima give the people what they want a hard sucky lent strong me c; sexier and kinkyer than ever I got you baby c;

Falling back

I know I've been slacking real hard this week there's just so muh going on in my house hold and the lack of privacy it's hard to keep up but here I am doin my blog to ketchup lol catch up yeah I got yokes lol but anywho as soon as my gf goes home Im going to dedicate myself to reach the next level so I can be a freshman I was at the top eight percent now Im in the 20s Im pretty disappointed in myself and that I was 2 dollars off last pay period from getting my check so when I do or if I do get 1 this time Ima go all in over the he top Im going to try and even run a show for 24 hours if I can Rick it ima go balls out this and he next week cash money here I cum! And Im going to cum hard Ima cum again and again I already have some regulars I need to work my way back up again a fresh new start c; ill do whatever it takes I need to make my commission this week or else fuck it I have to or else Im doing all this for nothing they should lower commission to 100$ easy motivation rout there I know I an do it I wana reach 1000$ I know I can I may not be a gi but I can work it work my ass off c;

Party

Damn I've been slacking I haven't been on all week I really need to step my game up to myself my pocket wallets and my customers. This whole week has been crap I haven't been able to stay up at all to star in my own shows I need to grab it by the horn and take it, no give it hard to them to the people to my people my customers there's a 99percent. Chance that again tonight I won't be able to go on cuz of a party that went on last night and that's going to be poppin tonight too at my friend Jimbos house we raged on through till like 4 o clock I. The morning I was so gone so crossfaded That all I wanted to do was fuck smoke sleep and that exactly what I wanted to do Im kinda bummed my gf was with me cuz that girl was at the party he one who lives in my apts that I just wana fuck so damn bad and so damn hard ugh I just wana make her squirt and see her naked damn what a sight that would be c; just pure 100percent sexy ass naked porn yummy maybe tonight if my friends don't co k block me c;

The 4th

Well I don\'t think ill be able to go on today and preform since partyin is major on my list I\'d love to say @least my blogging is on point I try to keep it updated at least everyday well try to at least as my arms get tired from writing this in my bed. Hopefully I get my check in the mail today do they even hand out mail on the 4th? Well I won\'t know too later today. I made 147? Hopefully I get it I really need the money today especially on the 4th could be really useful no doubt c; and surprisingly the Miami guy didn\'t call me last night he usually call me at like 3 in the am I stil usually don\'t answer he\'s a scary guy sounds like a stranger on the phone I don\'t like pedis honestly lol Im getting tired of his boring stressful life I need to make more money honestly I haven\'t preformed in like 2-3days kinda disappointed in my self so I have to put I. Major effort tonight or tomorrow no doubt my goal is to @ least make 2k credits in one night to make it as a freshman here I go all in happy 4th guys!

Today

So today I woke up really late. I hav a job interview @ my local tres amigos. @ 1:30 I have to be there. Kinda sad cuz I didn't stay up at night to work on here and collect tips I wanted to try to push more hours in here maybe I still can if I do get this other job hosed ever I will have 2 or 3 sources of income which will hopefully do me good. I really want to be able to move out soon so Im going to work hard in both jobs even if it kills me. Im going to compare both my checks and see which job makes me more money faster I think 2jobs will be a good learning experience. Note my life is already stressful now I might be working two jobs I wonder how long I'll last. And the guy from Miami calls me at like 2 in the morning everyday to ask me but I've been ignoring his calls because I don't know my she duals for my second job. If I have an open schedule I just might that means an extra thousand in my pocket. If I get that ill be able to pay off my tickets and get my lisence back then my life would return to half being normal.so Im stuck in between 2 realities. Wish me luck much love -Zander

Woah

So some1 today during my show was really interested in me and msged med his number i called thinking it would be a girl come to notice a guy was calling me asking me if i wanted to go to miami for 3 days cuz he wants to fuck me. He said we'd be on the beach and that he'd pay for my flight ad pay me 1k thats one thousand dollars im not sure what i should do. on one hand i do want the money and i've been wanting to go to miami for the longest time. But in the other hand i wish it was a girl fucking me not a man hes gonna wana fuck me in the ass for who knows how long. Gee im not sure what i should do now if he'd say yeah to my 1st offer 50k no doubt id be there. in a heartbeat lol but 1k 3days in miami? hmm im not so sure what i should do my ass is in the balance and lol idk about strangers i have a feeling ima get killed out in miami lol i really hope not. kinda sketchy if u ask me. if he was a she omg id probz do it/her for free ;D xoxo lol but im stuck now

Today.

well today my new weeks started fresh i made off last week with 147$ I wana get to 500$ or 1k ;D if i put in all hours and work all day i think i can make 150 perday if i try my bestest. i wana make it big big money baby. So i can move out into my own home and roll around in the new whip ;D Possibly a lambo with a custom paint job ;D you'll see me rollin on the beach with a lambo baby ;D haha i just wana be famous already i wish i had the house to myself for a week so i can do whatever i want in my own privacy. I wana be able to walk around naked in my own home ;D Then i can work that camera all day i wana do a 24hour show ;D and make a million credits during it ;D i thinks it possible if its popsicle ;D I can't wait to get my check so i can cash that out and save it. Ima put it to some good use once i get my next check ima try and save save save ;D then i can complete my dream go big go hard all day everyday in my own mansion ima be a baller ;D

wow

finally dedicated myself after being drunk a.f i made myself manage to stay awake till 5 and only got 20 credits im so close away from 150 damn but son by today/night ill have it i want my commission to sky rocket like earlier today's log it i missed the freak time zone i feel it:( other than that good ass day played poker drank smoked hookah and played texas hold em with my pops and my bestfriends it was awesome. if i were to wake up my gf id crawl right next to her gently and kiss her then work my way down down to her pussy and eat t.f outa it i love pussy but i want other pussy not just hers im getting tired of it honestly but dont wana tell her i need more exceitement maybe a 3some with another girl god that is all i ask, you gimme that thats alomost saying i did everyting after this blog ima log back in 1 more time try to score a show within 10 minutes if no go ima give up im soooo sleepy fuck me! somebody plz!!! oh andi made her squirt today sexiest thing ever i always make her squirt but today hmm i heard it ;D i know ima freak baby

Woke up

I woke up today a lil mad gain i woke up late but... i started and it was double the credits today baby ;D so i logged on and started then met lovesuck he took me into private like 5 minutes into meeting and showered me in tips it took me a while to end the show cuz im such a long fuck bt on the way i made alot i made 1000 off him then it doubled thx to today ;D now my total commision is 94.99 im soo close today really helped me out it took me up there im glad i didnt go to cali but instead made money to go 4myself baby ;D today is a good day cant wait to get back on tonight to make it rain all over mer its hot a.f in az i need to be rich so i can move the fuck out so i can have my own room and my own room to start my shows its uncomfrotable fucking myself in the restroom lol its not natural so ima on a mission to make that moola to the top baby here i cum!all over your face much love ZanderBay

No sleep

It's 511 I'm mad Im mad IM to tired to preform and grab the computer from the sleeping den lol so I promised myself at least I'd blog a bit before bed. So much shit is going on I just need to move out into my own piece of real-estate and put all of my time into this i know I'll come up on top and make it to the next summit if some crazy miracle I make it to this one it'd do me good az is really doing me dirty Im laying here in the dark wanting to fuck some hot piece of golden Latina ass but my girl is asleep I wish I had bitches waiting for me in my bed so I can fuck em all ;) one day one summit a couple of times c; it's gonna happen I know it my eyes are gettin really heavy I think it's time... That's call it a night cuz I'm just tryin to get thoose 200points I hope one day my powers ore wil give me a big ass cash bonus or ill win some contest I was in 4th place In The group chat in the am and 6th on the freshest face -.- but my household never let's me be online all day I know I'd have it I can taste in one day....ill go iLl day ;)

Daytoday

It was pretty good today i was hoping on waking up earleir so i can get started and make more money. but i woke up around 940 or 10 and made about 200-300 credits ;D its hard to start the pledges once u start everyone keeps going especially if u ask them to tip you baby ;D but yeah im 7k away from the next rank its gonna be awhile but i can do it i know i can ;D i really wana win the summit a vaca sounds so fucken good right now i need to relax and lay on the beach. I wish i could just fly away from all my problems and be stinkin rich so thats my goal ;D i know i can acomplish it. If i put my mind heart and soul into it i got it ;D just some hardwork and dedication baby!! And i got it all i know im sexy thats what gets my costumers next time ill shoot up for a goal of 500 for my next show i scored 200+ today baby big monay ;D here i go!!! i wana get paid bank so thats what ima do whatever it takes ima do it ;D no matter what

Addicted

I wish I can broadcast from my phone. I think I'm addicted whenever I'm not online I'm thinking about how much I can be on line making money. I wana make it to all the summits all the tours all the shows I wana be famous my powers ore is up there I wana be he top of the top I'm so close I can feel it I wish I had my own place so I can be online 24/7 I know I can do it a damn good job at it to I think I love the attention or the feeling of being famous I just want it all do fans and people actually read these? I may never know I'm just trying to advertise myself honestly I just wana fuck beautiful women across the globe as always soon I will have the money and the power soon I wil be living and broadcasting beachside Hawaii here I come baby! Oo that's what the women will be saying too when I fuck em I was embarrassed I couldn't keep a nut having sex with my gf when she was only gone 1full day lol I need to step it up and not bust a nut

3rdtime

I woke up yesterday thinking nothing big. i woe up boke up. Went throughout my day and my breakfast, Frenchtoast. Them decided to have my smoke as usual. While thinking and smoking i finally decided to give it a shot i tried finding kidcudis new album i downloaded it and bumped it in my room gone a.f. It was one of the best trippiest experiences ever. literally blew my mind. And as im writing this i see a very pretty girl i wana fuck hard, anyway i think she\'s moving ino my apartment complex ;D. Hopefully i get LUCKY ;D The things i wana do to her are making me crazy uyy. But yeah which reminds me of the dream i had before i woke up today. i had a dream i was over @ jazzys house another girl who lives in my complex. i was over there about to get it in when the most dumb littlest things kept tryna cock block me then i knocked something over got on her and i woke up :,( i was so sad cuz i wanted to fuc her so damn hard somaybe its telling me ima get lucky laid and ima give it to her good and raw

2nd tim

My 1st time i got some credits today not any but alot of ppl said i was sexy,,,blah blah :(

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